Wednesday, August 30, 2006
i'm high baby (:
9:54 PM
Monday, August 28, 2006
& what's more, I missed you.
i know i do. you don't have to, but i do.
no stones left unturned, no words left unsaid.
evadingthetruth.
i've turned into a wall.
frozen, cold, emotionless, dead.
bloody fuck.
2:51 PM
Friday, August 25, 2006
cross my heart & hope to die.
love me, hate me.
kill me, thrill me.
forget me, i'll be dead long before you know it.
you don't know what i've been doing.
so stop ACTING AND SHUTUP!!
till death do i find peace .
ha.
4:55 PM
Thursday, August 24, 2006
Thanks Renee. Vedelene.Alicia.Anyone who secretly cared. (as if.)YOU MEAN THE WORLD TO ME .
8:27 PM
Recess.I dreaded.I dread the way I feel so....alone.So....wall flower.So.......fuck-ed up.No. I will NOT sit there, all alone, with a oh-pity-me look on my face.No. Freaking. WAY.That Joey.Must be sleeping at home when I was wandering.So I wandered, canteen, parade square, library, borrow books, canteen, toilet, canteen, and then the way to library AGAIN.I saw alicia on the way to somewhere. Anywhere.She asked me what's wrong. And naturally, 'It's Nothing.'She, naturally, 'Don't Lie.'Ha. If she knew how much I lie.Haha. Then Renee and Vedelene caught me as I was being dragged into the canteen AGAIN. Again, the concerned, 'what Happened.'And then I sort of blurt out how I was wandering about with nothing to do, then NO FRIENDS too. Ha-Freaking-Ha.She was like 'You have us!'And I burst out. Crying. Don't Know WHY. dontask.So I was crying away, sitting on the bench, Finally having someone who cared.And harder I cried.Madness, I know.Then I was like 'See laa make me cry. Got tissue?'Then I went toileting again.Any idea what I go through every single day?No?Have one. I dunno either.How I managed without going zonkers.Ha.me, dying inside, killing meself.
8:13 PM
Saturday, August 19, 2006
the frustration, set deep in my heart.
the awareness, set painfully near.
the whispers, awfully near.
the pain!!! deep in my heart.
damn right i need a listening ear with a patience of a saint.
i need my darlings, my pillows and my bed .
go to hell, the past one week.
go with the mistakes i have made.
to hell with my life !
stab me. maybe i won't be able to feel it too.
i need a hug, some reassurance and company ):
3:06 PM
Friday, August 18, 2006
&hello, i was panicking therefore forget the little things in life, like i left my caps on.& do you know as i'm typing this how easily i can accidentally press the caps ?can you at least try too understand my dilemma, my confusements?it's like asking me to ask a guy to go out with me on a date?typing this, or anything, i always have to backtrack and edit here and there.just now i was typing blindly ,so-i didn't mean it.you could have given me a chance to type outside caps eh?now i'm left undecided.
9:24 PM
Friday, August 11, 2006
I FEEL PREGNANT .HAAAS .
10:27 PM
Friday, August 04, 2006
oh those people made me wait for a while .SO PISSED !!ohmygoodness it's like, i have to take care of ALL your stuff, lest the get stolen;skate wad lan la, see boys only ?then i curious wadda you guy doing, so i went to see; and wad do i see? AMAZING!! A LAPTOP!! WOW I HAVEN'T SEEN ONE BEFORE! SO NEAT, THAT SHIT!!!!!!huh . except, my thoughts are in the opposite.as for me, i skate w/o telling people 'ayeaye i went skating ytd lei, so fun !!'neither do i go 'round 'wahhhhhhhhhhh i fell down lei here bruise there bruise ! OWWW*.. :( poor me .'like, WADDAFUCK?showingoff the fact that you fell FLAT?and that you got bruises EVERYWHERE?seriously , go.get.a.life.and then YOU .'hurhur, i dowan tell you. !!''nooooooo don't tell her!!!!''aye! (warning glare )'to get away from pissing your friends, you have to 1st. don't act like a clown,2nd. who loves being mysterious,3rd. don't piss your friend off.easy as pea, onetwothree.oh im now wasted .farkyouall,piss off, GETLOST&&GETILL.posted;ELIZABETHWONG .
4:35 PM
Thursday, August 03, 2006
i see the looksand felt the stares.questions?shoot .why look and stare and oogle for the sake of oogling?remember, i'm not DUMB .who's not in dilemma?guilt .felt it?i did .thanks for nothing, FRIEND .can you just ask me ? i hate whisperers .so ...irratating .pos man .peace of mind? my ass.
8:30 PM
